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It's a great lump, jumping in the oesophagus and climbing up the throat. Like a see-saw that never ends, it goes up and down.
Dread.
Anxiety.
Terror.
Hatred.
Apathy.

I don't want to go back. I don't want to hear their false voices and see their lying faces. I don't want to deal with their shallow drama, or have to listen and deal with even shallower adults.

Instead I will drown in apathy pills, and numb them out. Perhaps wait a long while, and just drift while doing physical labour.
This town is nothing but a void, sucking the life out of everyone and giving nothing back.
I want to leave and never look back. I want to live and never regret.
I want to enjoy life instead of hating it.
I want my family back, instead of strangers who pretend and use and use and use and never let up.

What I want... Is like a star. Too far and too bright for me to comprehend having.

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Maureen

October 2012

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